Meh, not exactly. I more believe in Time. Some say things happen because it's "GOD'S WORK" or his doing, but nah. I much prefer to believe in Time and the way it flows and moves. Everything happens for a reason.
I used to be a Christian when I was younger; well, I was spoon fed it from childhood, and I don't diss too much. It's a simple way of installing a moral code into people. But what I DO diss and very much hate is people who force others to believe via scare tactics and also people who live in a shell and blot the rest of the real world out. "I'm right and the rest of the world is wrong!" sort of thing.
And all that shit about You mustn't drink alcohol because alcohol is evil. Beef is evil. Newspapers are evil because they have "page 3 girls" ...Nah, pull the other one, get a back bone and get on with your life.
Most of the time I believe that we get little glimpses into what Time (or "god") has in store for us. But mostly that's because we stop moving and look at where we are compared to where we were. Then we get on with our lives thinking that we are certain of the outcome, but we have NO idea what's in store for us at all.
Then again, I know first hand that there are more things in this universe than we can possibly imagine.
So do I believe in God? Who knows
Sunday, 31 October 2010
do you believe in God?
Tuesday, 26 October 2010
Sunday, 24 October 2010
Saturday, 23 October 2010
What's your favorite season of the year?
The Autumn - all the leaves, colours and warm cozy nights in. Also the festivals, the parties and the magic in the air... or is that just gunpowder? It's that feeling you get when you spend time with family and friends, to watch some amazing things.
Wednesday, 20 October 2010
do you care about your apperance?
Yes. I'm very conscious of my appearance. I'm one of those people who constantly checks their reflection in car windows as they walk by. Sometimes I just don't think I look good. It's something we're all conscious of with ourselves
Tuesday, 19 October 2010
Monday, 18 October 2010
FCKH8 (Warning - you will be offended)
Sunday, 17 October 2010
Do a lot of people send you videos to watch?
Now and then on youtube. Though, I don't usually get the time to watch them. I seem to watch a lot less youtube these days
do you like Polish people?
HAHA I like most people. Though most of the polish people I worked with in a factory weren't very talkative. It doesn't matter WHERE you're from at all tbh.
Friday, 15 October 2010
Do you have any accent? :D
not really, apart from british. The rest of my family have a strong welsh accent
Good! :D next question... Are Quiffs cool? :) *points at my hair* :P lol
hmmm, that's debatable lol COURSE they're cool lol
If you were forced to dye your hair a different colour then what colour would you choose?
either blond or blue... or maybe black - emo hutch, yum :D
Oh...thats good..:D so you're not fussy?..:D and yeah...i want a hug toooo = ( and thats all ;D
aww hehe well I'm always good for hugs :)
Dear John...what do you want for Christmas. :D
hehe I'm one of those people who are happy with very little. so long as I get a hug or a cuddle and get to see my friends I'm happy :D
How about yourself?
Thursday, 14 October 2010
are you gay/ bi/ straight? which sex do u prefer ?
I am bisexual. I like men AND women. I'm proud of it too. I can cuddle more people that way lol
What sex to I prefer? Not sure tbh. I still need to find myself in life
Are you a loneler ? :]
A loner? Do I really look like a loner? I have the biggest family of friends anyone could ever ask for, and they love me very much. I'd hate to be alone
If you could go back in time 10 years and tell your younger self something, what would it be?
The answer IS cocksix!!! it's just spelt "coccyx". Now stop being afraid and SAY IT!!!!
When I was young and in comprehensive school, we had to miss a PE lesson, due to a freak storm. Instead, the teachers gave us a quiz in the Geography classroom. We were split into two teams. The swattiest girl in the school (Carys Dexter) was on the apposing team, so we all figured it was a lost cause, seeing as she'd probably beat us anyway.
Funnily enough, her team were winning by 5 points (typical swat-team). Then the PE teacher gave the final bonus question, which if we got right, the answer would be worth 7 points. The question was "can you name a part of the spine?". Nobody in the class could answer the question, not even swatty "know-it-all" Dexter. At least, nobody apart from me. You see, I had CARRY ON AGAIN DOCTOR on video at home, in which was a gag about the base of the spine being called the "coccyx". But because it was a film full of innuendo and naked Barbara Windsor, I didn't know if they were joking about it or whether it was true.
Either way, I was an extremely shy child back then; not talking to anyone, not even knowing my true self or who I would become. But I knew the answer. I was gagging to say it, but out of fear of getting it wrong and saying a word that sounded more like "cock" in the middle of 32 classmates... I remained silent. And so, nobody got it right. But Dexter (swatty swatty girl girl's team) won the quiz, much to everyone's prediction. I was sooo gutted when they revealed that I would have been right. I just never took the chance.
If I'd swallowed my gut and said the answer on the edge of my lips... it would have been victory. Things would have been so different. In honest truth, I'd have probably become far more popular and far more confident that day and after if I'd done it. Out of all the people in the school to have defeated the swat, it would have been me. That kind of achievement would grant you a place of honour in the school playground. "The nobody who defeated queen of all knowledge".
I have always remembered that day, and that moment. The door to the classroom was open and Mr Whiting was stood looking in. I have always thought to myself that if I was to change one thing in my life, I'd go back in time (as myself now) to that very moment, and burst into that classroom and say "Hold it! Hold EVERYTHING!! - THAT boy there. Mr Hutchings. HE knows the answer!" and then walk out of the room. Either that, or just whisper to Mr Whiting to ask me for the answer (thus preventing my past self from meeting a possible future self), then slip off down the corridor; a stranger in a long coat and red scarf, but stay close enough to hear the cheers of my classmates as I change history and gain respect within the school. That would be a proud proud day. No more bullying. No more "lets leave him on his own because we're all prefects and he's not" - yes, all my friends were prefects except for me. So I didn't get to see them much.
But that would all have changed. I'd be a different person. I wouldn't be me. I wouldn't have met the people I have today, or saved the lives I have to this day. Things would be so so different.
Wednesday, 13 October 2010
If you could only listen to one song for the next month, which would it be?
Dunno, but so long as it's sang by Rob Beresford, then I'm happy lol
What was the weirdest thing you have done being an extra?
Being tied to a sacrificial totem pole, half naked, in a Celtic village by a bunch of nasty warriors
Tuesday, 12 October 2010
Doctor Who: The Ghosts of Letherham Village (Console Scenes)
Whats the most creative thing you have ever done?
Not sure tbh. Probably all the notebooks i've finished writing in
Do you believe there's intelligent life on other planets?
Well there's bugger all on this planet, so deffo lol
If you could instantly become an expert at one style of dance, what style would you pick?
Any, though probably ballroom
What was your favorite book as a child?
I didn't read much as a child. But I really loved the harry potter books
What do you think about formspring.me so far?
It's interesting from all the questions one gets asked, though it gets annoying when the same questions keep coming up
If you had the opportunity to live one year of your life over again, which year would you choose?
2008, because that year means a lot to me
If you could have any toy in the world, what would it be?
It would be a proper life size replica of the TARDIS police box from the new Doctor Who TV series
What's one thing you own that you should probably throw away, but never will?
Probably a photo of me and my ex. Never really took it out of the frame. It just sits there on the desk
What was your favorite toy to play with as a child?
My scruffy teddy bear, Brown Doggy. I still have her, and still love her
If you had your own talk show, who would your first three guests be?
David Tennant, Matthew Chambers and Bill Bailey
Would you rather own a luxury yacht or a private jet?
a luxury yacht. At least then you could spend longer on it, without destroying the atmosphere
Who's the most beautiful person you know?
Probably Rob Beresford - he's an amazing person, extremely talented and has amazing eyes. Best of luck to him :)
If your house was on fire and you could only grab three things, what would they be?
My notebooks, laptop and coat
If you could change one thing that happened last year what would it be?
Ed would still have his whole family
If you could be on the cover of any magazine, which would you choose?
Doctor Who Magazine, GT, Radio Times
Monday, 11 October 2010
What was the worst job you've ever had?
In a food factory - Tillery Valley Foods and REAL Crisps. I HATE and detest factory work. It's dull, boring and mind numbing. Never again. Not in a million years. Not even if they payed me double, would I ever work in a factory again. EVER
If you could have invented one thing, what would it have been?
Anti-tangle headphones and 3D glasses that when you wear them, normal people look 2D - I'd make a fortune!!
What was your favorite year?
2008 - because I met all my friends then. I met the gang from High Wycombe, Matt from Walsall, Hannah, Ed and all the others. My family, who I love to bits
What's one food you'll never eat again?
Ratatouille, ever since my parents found an eyeball in theirs when I was young. Yuck
Are you an introvert or an extrovert?
Extrovert - I love a good chat, just only about certain things
What do you think was the greatest invention in your lifetime?
The laptop - means you can take work with you
What was the happiest moment in your life?
Lying on the sofa under the quilt with my girlfriend in my arms, just holding each other.
What would your perfect day look like?
Being in the arms of someone you love and who loves you ALL day
What YouTube video made you laugh recently?
It was one about lessons in Sex. Part of some online series. There was an advert on there from France, about using condoms. The artwork was amazing.
It was basically all drawings - graffiti on a real bathroom wall in some pub or restaurant. The images of pussies on legs, and cartoon lips and such were running away from this naked simple doodle of a penis with balls. It walked along like some lonely outcast, wanting someone to love it, but all the pussy around it ran and hit from view. Then suddenly the doodle of the penis stops and looks at a woman (a real woman) who's doing her make-up in the ladies bathroom. She looks down and doodles something over the penis with her eyeliner, then walks out. We discover she's doodled a condom over the naked penis. Suddenly, up comes a pussy on legs... and she's amazingly interested in the penis now, so she jumps on top and they start snogging (or fucking) like rampant artists. Suddenly, ALL the pussies and tits and other doodles of female parts on the surrounding walls pile onto this contraceptive-topped penis and ORGIE!!!
Then the add cut to words saying "Condoms. Protect yourself!!"
Made me laugh
Who and when was your first kiss?
My first kiss.... Well, it wasn't a full on snog, but it was a kiss. It was a guy called James who I met in Walsall. He was very yummy and I'd only met him a couple of hours before. It wasn't a gay kiss though, it was more of a test, if you will. I don't know where he is now or what he's doing, but I wish him well and hope to see him again some day
Do you believe in fate?
I'm a big believer that everything happens for a reason, according to the choices we make. A bit like Karma. People meet for special reasons that will one day be answered in the future.
The day I met my first girlfriend, I read about it before in the Metro horrorscope. Scary stuff. Some of it's nonsense, but then some of it works. Fate? Depends on what you choose to do.
Have you ever been fired? If so, why?
Fired? No. Laid off, yes! I was working in a crisp factory (REAL Crisps - if anyone's interested) and I obtained flu, so I couldn't go into work, handling food with this sickness. They laid me off because I didn't come in, when they knew I was terribly ill.
Mind you, the factory was baking hot (when the food should have been kept cool), the water machines never worked and their health and safety was unbelievable. It's a wonder the place wasn't shut down.
What's the kindest thing someone has ever done for you?
Looked after me when I really needed it. My friends are always there for me, and I love them so much xxx
What's the best gift you've ever given?
Apart from my hand in friendship and a friendly hug? Probably a notebook to write memories, thoughts and ideas in. Or maybe just an inspiration
Do you believe in angels?
Interesting question. Well I know that demons exist for sure. I've never met an angel (yet) but I'm open minded
If you could have been the author of any book, what would it have been?
The bible, then I'd put people straight and tell em to stop being so "picture perfect", "Snobby" and make them understand that hatred for the unlike just ruins you as a person. Enough rituals, ceremonies and cult groups. Just get on with your life and do the best you can
YOU HAVE SKYPES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yep, I find it useful for transferring loads of files at once, using webcam and chatting to group friends. The only problem with it is that some people's computers aren't powerful enough for it. Grrr!!!!
Are you happy where you live?
I am at the moment, though I'd prefer to find my own place soon. Though Cardiff is deffo the place to live :)
If you could ask George W. Bush one question what would it be?
How does it feel to be second-rated by Obama? :P
What's the nicest thing someone's ever done for you?
Given me a place to stay so I can get back on my feet, find a job and find myself a life :) Thanks soo much guys xxx
If you could master one skill what would it be?
Probably the ability to improvise on the spot. Especially with acting and comedy. I'd love to be good at improvisation.
What was the best concert you went to?
I actually haven't been to many concerts in my time, unless they involve classical music. Probably something I saw in the St Davids Hall in cardiff. I dunno, I need to go to more concerts! lol
What's the most unselfish thing you've ever done?
Probably let the person I truly loved go off with someone else that they loved. Lol that's happened a few times
Whats your favourite colour and why?
Dark blue, because it's cool and calm, and also the colour of the TARDIS
Sunday, 10 October 2010
DOCTOR WHO - ALTERNATE EMPIRE III
I love the Alternate Empire episodes that Julian Bane is making. He brings a whole new focus to the fan film episodes, with brilliant writing and acting, and amazing looking actors. This makes a great different compared to the usual Doctor Who fan films made by the younger viewers who run about in long coats, dodging a million Dalek blaster shots and screaming "I'm the Doctor! Look at me!!!!"
The acting is brilliant, the costumes are brilliant, the pace is brilliant, and the story focus is amazing. Basically, they put in a load of effort to make this look good. They should make more like this!
Friday, 1 October 2010
Coming out to parents / Being Bisexual
To be honest, of late, I seem to be attracted to more boys than girls. I love fit guys, with perfect bodies, amazing eyes and incredible hair. When I close my eyes and imagine being held or even holding someone, or even lying with them on the sofa, it's mostly been guys. Though there are a number of women who turn my eye - I have a select taste in women. Most women are far too girly, which I find extremely unattractive. It's all the fuss about shoes and hair and moaning all the time. It's just as unattractive as overly camp people. No offense to them. I can stand camp. But there's camp, then there's overly camp, then there's OTT camp and then there's Lewis (some gay person I know who tried to sexually harass me) who has a whole new level of camp. I prefer straight acting guys myself. It's probably obvious.